Hello all,
Have you ever had the experience of momentary embodiment of other people's energy? i'm empathic, working on more solid boundaries.
I've been noticing over the last few years that i tend to store other people's energy in me. (a feminine trait especially with old intimate partners and friends.) this is especially strong with people who i have shared deep intimacy with, and even sometimes people they have shared deep intimacy with. it's like i'm finally realizing the power of energetic merging of sexual and deep intimate relations. kind of like a family tree of sexual energetic relations.
The way this feels for me is as if I'll drop into someone's character (facial expressions, movements, sounds, and general vibe) it's more intense than just picking up someone's common expressions like when you pick up someone elses laugh or saying. i actually for a very quick moment, actually feel the person in me. kind of a shape-shifting of sorts. it feels similar to when i've jumped into the feeling of what it is like to be a certain animal.
the issue is, it comes uninvited. when i've done it with animals, it's through a concious decision on my part to explore, meditate with, and experience an animal. it's especially spooky when it pops up while i'm having my own sexual expression and some old lover's vibes channel in. eek!
this feels more like stagnant energy. maybe it's good and the energy is moving out of me. sometimes i feel like there's too much old energy from the past stagnating and mucking up the free-flow of my own divine creative energy in my vessel.
any ideas to effeciently usher out these old energies to make room for the full me? boundary strengthning excersizes, clearing excersizes.
i am very familiar with chakra clearing, reiki, and angel assistance. also have done some shamanic trance work. maybe i just need to devote more time to these paths that i know.
if anyone has that special key technique to help with clearing past energies esp. sexual and intimate friends and partner energies, i'd really appreciate you sharing them.
Thanks!
Have you ever had the experience of momentary embodiment of other people's energy? i'm empathic, working on more solid boundaries.
I've been noticing over the last few years that i tend to store other people's energy in me. (a feminine trait especially with old intimate partners and friends.) this is especially strong with people who i have shared deep intimacy with, and even sometimes people they have shared deep intimacy with. it's like i'm finally realizing the power of energetic merging of sexual and deep intimate relations. kind of like a family tree of sexual energetic relations.
The way this feels for me is as if I'll drop into someone's character (facial expressions, movements, sounds, and general vibe) it's more intense than just picking up someone's common expressions like when you pick up someone elses laugh or saying. i actually for a very quick moment, actually feel the person in me. kind of a shape-shifting of sorts. it feels similar to when i've jumped into the feeling of what it is like to be a certain animal.
the issue is, it comes uninvited. when i've done it with animals, it's through a concious decision on my part to explore, meditate with, and experience an animal. it's especially spooky when it pops up while i'm having my own sexual expression and some old lover's vibes channel in. eek!
this feels more like stagnant energy. maybe it's good and the energy is moving out of me. sometimes i feel like there's too much old energy from the past stagnating and mucking up the free-flow of my own divine creative energy in my vessel.
any ideas to effeciently usher out these old energies to make room for the full me? boundary strengthning excersizes, clearing excersizes.
i am very familiar with chakra clearing, reiki, and angel assistance. also have done some shamanic trance work. maybe i just need to devote more time to these paths that i know.
if anyone has that special key technique to help with clearing past energies esp. sexual and intimate friends and partner energies, i'd really appreciate you sharing them.
Thanks!
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Re: Cleansing others energies out of my system. Issues with shapeshifting and feeling people from past inside me.
Tue, May 13, 2008 - 8:53 AMJaya!, as a young person i was taught a technique from the Huna (ancient hawaiian mysticism) in the technique you visualize the people with whom you are having these past or current connections with as having a cord of energy connecting the two of you (or more) from the solar plexus really see that cord. then with the intention of allowing each individual their own wholeness and energetic integrity you cut those cords between you . visualize the energy flowing back into the other person and yourself but no longer connected together. hope that helps. aloha
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Re: Cleansing others energies out of my system. Issues with shapeshifting and feeling people from past inside me.
Sun, May 25, 2008 - 10:46 PMHave you ever had the experience of momentary embodiment of other people's energy?
Well, yes indeed... I have. I feel like I'm turning into my mother more and more lately! It comes out when I am very stressed out and expressing anger the same way she does. It's almost uncontrollable, like this button get's pushed and an old recording of my mother comes out of my mouth. I'm glad I came accross your post because it helped me to realize that this is what's been happening to me.
I am feeling so much anger lately. I'm mad at the world right now, and I don't know why. It is not fun. I think I have been taking on too much responsibility or something. I don't know. I need more time to just be so I'm not always having to "do"... then I will like the world again, then I will like me.
